those stupid review centers.

I’m panicking. Almost everyone is applying for an entrance exam review and I’m not. Although I have convinced a few people who were supposed to have that stupid review to cancel it, I think I’m regretting it. I was able to convince them with my monkey talk. It goes like this, “Do you know what you are paying for there? It’s the discipline. If you have the will to study, you will really study as if there’s no tomorrow. If you are lazy and is already enrolled in those stupid review centers, you will think of the money involved. You’ve already paid so you’ve got no choice but to go there”. As simple as that but I did convince them to not go. How’s that? XD When I thought I’ll be fine that I will not take up that…I reckon I’ll not gonna be fine. Jomar’s having it, Michelle really had plans to spend her summer there and knowing Jan Wray, he too might be going there. But what about me? Saan na ako pupulutin nyan? I don’t want my college life to revolve around E.Rod! GAWD~! I don’t like to be stuck in St. Jo nor in Trinity. I WANT SOMETHING NEW~! I’m not the adventurous-type but I really want to escape the long avenue of E. Rod. All my student life, I’m stuck there. I haven’t really been to places that much. Except when I sneak out of the house and made excuses to meet people.x) I do that. HAHA~! But not all the times, maybe once or twice. *grin*

Anyways, I dunno how I will start to study, intensively. I’m too lazy to hit the books right now. As a matter of fact, I’ve answered the review book without even studying.x) I called it a “pre-test”. My answers were only of pure stock knowledge. I haven’t flipped a book or anything. I let my instinct and my guts guide me as I encircled letters. So far, my scores were really bad. For the Mathematics portion, I scored 8 out of 40. LOOOL~! It was 1/5 of the perfect score. Way out of the passing score. I know Math is really not my forte. It sucks~! And I suck with numbers. It took me a week-long review before I got my average scores in Geometry and what makes me wonder is why the hell am I picked as the student teacher in GEOM?! WTF?! It was like, “oh yeah~! As if she doesn’t have any other good choice”. Whatever the reason, I hate numbers and probably, I’ll drop off Accountancy in my choices of what course should I take up. After the Math exam, now comes the Science. I thought, “Probably I’ll score half of this”. I was wrong. I got 20 out of 59. I was baffled. How could I answer so many of these questions wrong? I knew I did well in Science, somehow. But probably my stock knowledge wasn’t enough. My brain cannot stock all those. Moving on, although disheartened, I took the language proficiency exam. I know I’ll score that easily! Words are my flair. They come to me naturally and I did not fail me. I am proud to announce that I scored 55 out of 85 in that exam~! That is without even turning a page of neither my English book nor notebook. LOOOL~! I LOVE ENGLISH! Sir Pac really did help a lot, I should say. Although sometimes he hates me for being too inquisitive and for being such a fault-finder.x) It was like trekking a miles and finally reaching the summit! But I assumed too early, there was another set of exams! O.o Nosebleed men! Once again, I readied my scratch papers for math solutions but it did not help, not at all. MEN~! Di ko alam kung paano sila i-so-solve. It was like “When the gasoline gauge of an auto is 1/8 full, 14 gallons is needed to BLAAH~!” I hate those kinds of questions. So puzzling. Wish me luck~!