knee pain attack.

Right now, I’m suffering from knee pains. It all started when I was still in Grade two. I remember twitching in my chair because of the pain. It was so hard being in a classroom with the lessons going and you, feeling all the pain. All I did was to put my head down. Back then, I was too young and I just kept that secret to myself. Sometimes, I put painkillers and all that stuff to ease the pain. Somehow, it did soothe me. As years passed by, I thought I was over it. Not until a year ago. There were nights I find myself awake in the middle of the night. Awake because of the pain. I suspected I got arthritis but the doctors brushed away that thought and said it was a simple muscle pain, that’s all. I regret that we shelled out 500php for a x-ray and a consultation. Painkillers and medicol lang pala ang katapat. Psh. The days and months that followed were better. I was able to join the varsity and all that athletic stuff. I’m still keeping up with it.

This week, I felt it again and am still feeling it. I don’t know what triggered it. Every day since we had that argument, I am always in pain during evenings. Aside from that, something’s growing in my eyelid. Parang kuliti nanaman. Ampf! Di naman ako namboboso kaya! Badtrip! But right now, I think it’s starting to stop swelling. Actually, it’s almost gone. I make sure I wash my face every now and then.x)

i hate this.x|