When I get really, really disappointed, I cry. I don't know why my natural defense mechanism is like that. A bit weak. I don't curse people though, that's a good thing. I cry and just let it out, all that disappointment. It's always like this, you feel so ecstatic, happy and enthusiastic for a moment then the next thing you know, everything's falling out of their places again. You become so down, irritated and disappointed. There are friends telling you things which apparently are really jokes yet what they say are sometimes annoying and a bit hurting when said over and over again; parents tell you they support you but when you are actually begging for their supposed-to-be support, they'll question you about it, all together asking you to back-out from your endeavor. I'm not this bipolar person as I seem to be. It is really just natural for me to get hurt sometimes, when I feel I'm being bullied or something near that. Or with the case of my parents, I can't get their support for something that really means a lot to me.
I can't get things my way, I know.
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