Another birthday = looking into the future.

I'll be growing a year older tomorrow. Yey~! But I don't want to. I want to stay this way, the child-ish type. I don't want to grow an age more but I do want to grow taller.x| This life I'm in now is carefree. I only mind myself, not really caring about other people's life. I do not have the obligation to pay for this, do that, work here and there. You know that. But soon, I'll be stepping out of this, exploring a much wider and complex world. Aside from that, the learning is endless. Well yeah, after college, there comes the real world with all the big bosses. That is much harder.x( That time, I'll be climbing the corporate ladder. XD That is, if I'm planning to take up a corporate course which unfortunately, I will not.x) I hate competition, again, IT SUCKS! Men, I've had enough of it although I do believe that competition is what makes the progress possible here. Ironic much? HAHA! But hmm..., maybe I will climb it someday. I still haven't decided if I'll take up Journalism or Industrial Design. Or maybe Accountancy? GAWD! If I'll take up Journalism, I be facing real-time news, with bigtime bosses. I'll be like a puppet who only follows orders which I somehow, dislike. If I'll take up Industrial design, I'll be independent, only relying on my ideas and designs. That makes it err, not-so-good. My success depends on the people, on their likes. If they like my design, then good. If not, saan na ako pupulutin nyan?x| Besides, I'm afraid to face things by myself. Highschool haven't taught me that yet. Maybe college life will.x) Then, accountancy. I have heard that a math wiz in her highschool years is struggling in UST. Btw, her course is also accountancy. That makes me sweat. Siya nga math wiz na nung HS, nahihirapan eh. Ako pa kayang hirap na sa HS math? *sighs* Whenever I see banktellers, GAWD! Sometimes, I just see them laughing and telling stories at work. It's seems to all easy for them. But well, I'm just not good at numbers, maybe words, but not numbers.

Whatever the future holds for me...Bahala na si batman. XD